Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh! lol this is my way of greeting you all! hehe... oh man life is so blaaaaaaah!! i need my Jesus! i feel like a big flat looser without Him... u know.. ok well i just found out i didnt do so well in one my complicated classes nd well i havent told my dad or elz he is gonna be !! .... yeah so practically im dead.. so just wanna say goodbye to you all nd it was nice meeting all the new friends i had on here.. lol jk jk jk.he is gonna be really upset tho..... i know he's cool nd all but iono he is also one of those malayee keralan type of dad, who expects u to make all straight A's nd become the top smartest genius in the world... lol.. but apparently im no where near that.... hehe.. but im guessing he's used to my grades.... but he knows i do try my best but he needs to understand that im not gonna grow up to be as smart as him... . but my mom on da other hand, she is really cool abt everything... she tells me to go for my dreams and never give up when life fails u... nd she doesnt put u down nd she doesnt expect me to be all smart.... im pretty much like her but she is a smart RN nurse... lol.. but that is wat im planning to go for cuz i luv helping people nd its one my passion..i also love traveling... but i gotta just keep putting my trust in God.... even tho i dont know how things work out, God does.. i need to have faith nd never give up.. and know He has greater plans for me... its so weird cuz nothing goes the way i plan it to be.. u know.. like if i go for sumthing, God puts me in a different direction... like His plans r totally different from mine.... i just gotta go with His flow.. .. =) hehe.. well im currently takin my CNA classes nd it doesnt seem so bad... there was sum kids in da class who has bad attitude nd i hope they dont show the same bad attitude with the old people in the nursing homes... that would be sad.. ok well im gonna go nd read sum of my nursing books.. it actually seem interesting... i know, weird huh? lol .. ok God bless.

Hey!

  So um..im drinking orange juice right now and my stomach is all stuffed cuz my mom made sum potato breakfast food and it was really good...i tried to eat da whole thing so my sisters wont get any... lol.. yah im a fatty greedy woman.. lol jk ... but anyyways. im supposed to be studying right now.. but thought i needed sum break from my education.. haha.. yah i got a chemistry test this monday.. and its soo hard! but im gonna claim in Jesus name that i am going to pass that test!! AmEN! =) i have to write an essay for my government class and i have no idea wat to write. Im not really smart abt the politics and the history of this world or watever... thats y i ask my dad to help me.. lol... He is really good with math, history .....pretty much everything and my mom likes science, things abt the body, chemistry and everythin else... so they both are good with everything and i know nothing!! man i wish i had the brain of Einstein and other smarty pants! lol.. man 2 more weeks of school left and my finals are next week and the week after! After my finals are over i'll be taking some kind of nursing classes so i can get a license to be a CNA! yeah! well only if i pass the class..hehe..but hopefully i do by God's grace... and right after those 2 week classes , me and my family are going to boston and new york to visit my mom's sister and cousins. So i get a week of vacation! yeah! but right after we come back, my summer classes start....=(...  sad... well im going to go play with my dog! lol.. he wants me to play with him and wont leave me alone right now.. ttyl.

God bless.