Hey!! So it's been so long since i've updated this dusty site. lol. This is my first New Year's blog. I don't have much to say since i don't know what to say. I'm really tired right now and it's 1:39 am. Came back from my cousin's birthday party an hour ago. I should have been asleep since the time i came back. I have no idea why i'm up this late but i guess i'm bored and i'm on my winter break, so i have nothing else to do....besides dancing and waiting for my next semester of classes to begin. Ugh. So not ready. Just wish i got my degree already but then my parents would have send me to India immediately to find myself a fobby weirdo guy. Gah. Man, last year went by so fast. I can't believe it's 2012 already! The world is gonna be doomed! lol. Well i don't believe in all that craziness. Well, I just know God will come back anytime, so we shall always be prepared. Hopefully it will be before it's time for me to get married. lol. Well i hope to update this thing more often.....or if i remember...or whatever. lol. Hope y'll have a wonderful day!

God bless!!:)

Oh man, i don't know where to start. All i can say that God is good:) I found out i got into the nursing program and it was ONLY by God's grace. He deserves ALL the Praise and Glory. Well now that i got in, doesn't mean i'm a nurse. lol. I've mean it's a really tough program and i have to strive so hard and sacrifice all of my time pretty much for this program. I have friends who are in the program and they were saying how they don't have any freedom because they are 24/7 studying. When my dad found out i got in, he started crying.. I was like 'um dad...you ok?' He didn't think this day would happen. Well thanks dad for your confidence in me. lol. I told only my family members. I didn't tell anyone else. Ok well 1-2 really close non indian friends. lol. I didn't want to brag it into anyone's faces. I remember when my indian friends who got into the program last semester, they just end up bragging it into my face and so did their parents. And i was pretty much in my room that whole time, all upset. It made feel so dumb and useless. Idk. But i learned to never give up hope and stay strong. No matter what people might say, always know God is always there to help you and guide and knowing He has a big plan for your life. I don't know if i should say a testimony in church about it. Maybe next week. Idk. I'll see. Anyways, i'm going to be super buzzed up next month. First of all, i have finals and second, my sister's graduating from highschool, so i'm going to be all tangled up decorating her party, helping out with the invitations and all these stuff. Soo ya. So just want to let you all know that i got in, even though i don't know anyone here personally. lol. Hope you all are doing good.

God bless:)

So i finally turned 21 couple days ago. Yay. But i still act like a kid. *Sigh*. No school for a whole week bcuz of this crazy awesome snow. lol. So i'm stuck here, trying to use my precious time to study.....but can't=/. My sister's graduation is in a couple of mths, and so i'm trying to lose a lot of weight before then. Well...i'm trying. It's hard when there's a whole cabinet of sweets and junk food. I try to close my eyes and walk away....but sadly, it doesn't work. It's tooo teemmpttinngg. Ahhhh. I need to control my belly. haha. I can't wait for summer cuz we'll be going out of town to visit some of my mom's highschool buddies. And they have kids about my age. I hope their not boring. I'm hoping that i will get into some kind of program this year. I'm tired of this crazy indian-maniacs bragging into my face how smart their dorky kids are. Ugh. I don't like smart people. lol jk. They just all expect you to be this super smart nerd and get a high degree...blah blah. They need to understand that not every single person is smart and has to have this high degree.  Everyone is different and is specialized in something else. If i didn't live in such insane strict community then i'll be out there dancing and acting. I'm glad i have a mom who supports my talents and let me run after my dreams. But my dad on the other hand.....is totally opposite. He is the head of the house, so he controls watever decisions we make. lol. I got calls from agents to audition for famous dancers and in tv shows, but sadly i had to decline the offer:( But my parents said after i get a good profession, that i can go into the acting field. So i'm doing everything i can to work hard and get into some kind of program. Ok well i'm gonna go eat some of my sisters pasta. Hopefully i won't choke and die. lol. Ok later folks. God bless:)

Heelllllllllllllloooooooooooooooo!!!

      lol. Just got done with my finals and i'm super happy but super worried at the same time bcuz iono if i did so well. But just hoping and praying that i passed the class. Now that i'm done with studying, there's still lots of things to be done. Ugh. I've gained a lot of weight this semester and i feel so stuffed and fluffy. haha. I can't wait to play in the snow!:) I really don't have much to say right now because i'm anticipatedly waiting for my test scores. It would totally ruin my life if i didn't pass. But i'll let u know if i did do good............or bad:) Ok later!

God bless:)

Classes are much better than i expected. I met a lot of new friends and my biology teacher is austrailian. lol. And it's hard to understand him with the hard australian accent but hey its cool. lol. I'm tryin to study for another test for another college. I'm gonna try applying at diff colleges. It's stressing me out but i really need to get into a program soon. Iono my gpa is pretty low and it's probably hard for me to get in. I probably shouldnt have goofed off in the beginning or else i couldve had a better gpa and better chance of me getting in. Oh well i'm just gonna trust in God and believe that i will get in:) I bumped into one of my old highschool buddies the other day and he knew how much i loved dancing. And he was telling me there was dance classes every friday at my college and i was like sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! Totally up for it! lol. If i didn't live around a strict community, then i would've been a dancer or an actress or actually both! lol. iono. wateva. I'm gonna go back studying or aleast try to. lol.

God bless.

Summer classes are over!!!:) But in few wks fall classes start!:( Yay Life's been good....kinda. I'm still confused with what to do with my life. I feel so dumb sometimes. Iono. Anywaaays, i've been so so busy with school, church, work and with other colleges. This whole wk i'm busy with helping my church with dance moves and then i have work at the same time. Next week is our church retreat, but then i also have to study for this big test. And then i'm applying at other colleges, & need to fill all these papers out. Ahhhh!!! I wish i can run somewhere far far away where i don't have to deal with all these chaos. My sister ran into our garage 2 wks ago with the new car we bought her. And the garage repairs cost more than the new car we bought her. Crazy sis. I found out one of my cousins has cancer. She went to MD Anderson Cancer center to get treated. Please keep her in ur prayers. Ok well i have to go get ready for church practice and then have to go to work again right after that. Ok later!

God bless:)

Hello revelife xangans;)

         I see that i'm updating this more often than before. I guess because my classes haven't started yet. But it will next wk. So i might not get as much. Well i might since i'm taking an online class and another 'secret' class which only my cousin knows about. lol. But then i have to also study for this one test which decides if i can apply for a program. Iono. I found out one of my ex-friend is trying to make me fat. She wants me to look ugly. No joke. And she is using my sister to find out any horrible secrets about me. Crazy huh? She tries to be nice to me here and there, just to find out things about my cousin. Bcuz she has a crush on him. Ugh she's making me sick. Lord help me deal with her. I'm losing control. Ahhh. Well. There's nothing new really. I'm gonna try losing a lot of weight just to make my ex-friend jealous. lol. jk. I tried to eat healthy and exercise a lot but failed. I love my junk food and love being lazy. lol. Ok ttyl. God bless:)

Hey xangers. Today is my sister's bday. And i really don't care. lol. She is one of those sisters who's ungrateful with everything & always have an attitutude no matter. Eugh. She makes me sick. But i tried to be nice, but failed. lol. Well i cut her cake for her......and ate it;) It was good. I'm mowing the lawn right now. Our front yard looked like a big pile of hay stack. You can't even see our house cuz it's covered with grass. lol jk. I just now did the front yard. I'm gonna do the backyard in a while. Just taking a break right now. Oh man, i'm worned out. Well i found out i passed my classes!!:) Praying it will raise up my gpa. Well i'm gonna mow my backyard now. lol. Sorry short weblog. Ttyl. Peace.

-God bless:)